People out there know that I'm fine. It is, I'm fine. But on the outside not in the inside.
Here's the thing, I've been so tired with my life now, tired with everything which is happen hurting my self a lot. Tired with everything happen with my life, with my heart. I just tell it over and over, not just once but I just sick of this! I'm sick with everything! I'm sick with my life!
I just pray every night, I'm asking from God, can He just take me away? I'm just not over it anymore. Sorry for that God (look to the sky). I guess no one here would love to help me. I just being so miserable every single day.
But then I realize, this is not me. This is not the real me. I have to move on. Every time I see my parents, loving each other like they never feel the pain or any harder feelings. I was so thankful for both of them. I'm gonna step up, do something even though I still feel the pain in my ass, but I have to show the strong me for everybody out there. That I'm better without them.
I'll prove that! SOON!
Because you know what?
I'm a strong woman! I know how to keep my life in line. With tears in my eyes, I still manages to say, “Nah, I’m fine.”
Here's the thing, I've been so tired with my life now, tired with everything which is happen hurting my self a lot. Tired with everything happen with my life, with my heart. I just tell it over and over, not just once but I just sick of this! I'm sick with everything! I'm sick with my life!
I just pray every night, I'm asking from God, can He just take me away? I'm just not over it anymore. Sorry for that God (look to the sky). I guess no one here would love to help me. I just being so miserable every single day.
But then I realize, this is not me. This is not the real me. I have to move on. Every time I see my parents, loving each other like they never feel the pain or any harder feelings. I was so thankful for both of them. I'm gonna step up, do something even though I still feel the pain in my ass, but I have to show the strong me for everybody out there. That I'm better without them.
I'll prove that! SOON!
Because you know what?
I'm a strong woman! I know how to keep my life in line. With tears in my eyes, I still manages to say, “Nah, I’m fine.”
